What i see in the clouds

When i look at the clouds all i really see are giant masses of billions of droplets of water that have evaporated into the atmosphere and have collected onto particles of pollution. I see no shapes or metaphorical statements. No gods, no devils, nothing in between the two. All i see are bodies of water who turned into gas and clinged on to another object waiting to fall back to earth. They exist only because the laws of physics allow.

Merin

I dont know if Merin really loves her boyfriend. The book didn't realy say all that much about it so i just dont know. Shes old enough i think that she might but she hits on other guys all the time. It also says she works al the time so she can move somewhere or somethin so i dont know if she does or not.